A blog, testimony and curated selection of my threads (meditations) on Twitter.

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  • New Sensory Item

    New Sensory Item

    My new snuggle pup has arrived today. I’m going to call him snoopy. He is really nice to cuddle. Lovely and soft. Feels nice to press on my lips as well. Very comforting. Far better than I imagined. A special thank you to a Twitter friend for buying me him.

  • Book of Romans

    Book of Romans

    A few months back I was going to evening lectures at my Church weekly on the book of Romans in the Bible. After the 4th week I stopped because it was burning me out. I didn’t like being out late in the evenings repeatedly then I was taking my medication late which was unsettling. The…

  • Domestically Managing

    Domestically Managing

    On a Wednesday, Alexa reminds me to change to clean bedding. Then I wash and dry the used one. I think this has been the best I have taken care of myself at home. I used to forget or not care. I clean my kitchen and bathroom every 2, sometimes 3 weeks. Before I lived…

  • Appreciating Home

    Appreciating Home

    I am grateful to have my home. After being homeless in a psych hospital last year I have never appreciated having a home so much. Getting alone time in the hospital without being regulated in what I do was impossible. I depended on staff for tea, to use the laundry and eat. I am very…

  • Atomised Society

    Atomised Society

    Social atomisation is the tendency for society to be made up of a collection of self-interested and largely self-sufficient individuals operating as separate atoms. This is different to our experience of human beings as unique and irreplaceable. Social atomisation for many people is being utterly alone yet surrounded by people. I remember when I used…

  • Christ-centred Care

    Christ-centred Care

    When I was in a psych hospital homeless for 4 and a half months I didn’t get person-centred care. Though it could have been worse. I decided to double down on my new found faith by providing myself with Christ-centred care. During that time no information was shared about where I was going.I wasn’t sure…

  • Social Disability

    Social Disability

    As an #ActuallyAutistic person with a diagnosed mental illness I face many social barriers that inhibit my ability to function and live freely. When I say social barriers, I mean constraints imposed from society rather than biological or psychological factors unique to me. A way to accommodate this is through a social model of disability.The…

  • Kitchen and Running

    Kitchen and Running

    Cleaned my kitchen today. Takes about 1.5 hours. I wasn’t looking forward to it as I feel so medicated in the morning. I forced myself and got it done. My mini dehumidifier does a good job keeping the mold at bay but it still builds up. I was too scared to stand on the worktops…

  • Make yourself useful

    Make yourself useful

    I got talking to someone I’ve spoken to before at Church this morning. Then walking home I got so worked up from it that for 3 seconds I wanted to lay down in the busy main road running beside me. So it was a polite conversation. The person asked what I had planned for the…

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About me:

I’m Shaun, aged 41, I am a follower of Christ, diagnosed with Autism and Schizoaffective disorder. In this blog I discuss my reality, beliefs and interests. When you meet one person with Autism, you’ve met one person with Autism.