I’ve been trying really hard in the last year to make peace with life and death. How I was treated homeless was a wake up call. Church, Baptism and volunteering at the homeless charity are all part of that. I’m convinced I could be eliminated by the state at some point.
Whether that’s in a psychiatric hospital and/or being homeless again and/or benefit sanctions/removal. Probably a combination of these passive aggressive tactics that lead to breakdown and destitution. These are very dangerous times in the UK.
My plan is to get my blog hosted on a overseas server. Probably a Scandinavian country. Then pay hosting to last as long as I can – hopefully decades. WordPress can be done very cheaply if you know how. I want a historical record like the Holocaust. My testimony just incase.
Testimony is an important Christian tradition. It is an eyewitness account of how God rescued you from sin and death through Christ, and changed your life as a result. I plan to leave my life according to Christ as best I can.Others can judge me and my account as a social sinner.
It can also serve as a primary source for history if it interests historians in the future. Primary Sources are immediate, first-hand accounts of a topic, from people who had a direct connection with it.