Suicidal Urges

I don’t know if other people get suicidal thoughts much.Though sometimes I get the thought to end it. Like this evening I have the thought of just picking up my rope, making a hangman noose and ending it.I won’t tonight. Having it all there just gives me peace. As I can move on.

I am ok. Listening to some music. ‘Better than I’ from Joseph King of dreams.